GAW!!!!!

GAW! I am so bored. Crappy Fall Out Boy video. Why can't they play any good music videos anymore? I mean come on, deer people? OOH OOH never mind. Velvet Revolver, Velvet Revolver. VH1 is FINALLY playing something good. Usually when they play music videos they play crap like James Blunt, or Kelly Clarkson. MTV just plays rap, so not a big fan of their music videos either. Where is the KoRn, Slipknot, Nine Inch Nails, ya know the good stuff? OOH OOH, NIN video NIN video. They finally played Velvet Revolver, but KoRn had to put rappers in their new video for "Twisted Transistor" as themselves. Now they are talking about making a movie based on the video. Staring the rappers not KoRn. GAW!!!! The song rocks, the BAND rocks, but the video sucks. I just don't get it. Why don't they play good music on tv anymore? There is only one radio station that I can even stand anymore. The rest just play crap. All I have to say is GAW!!!!

If you happen to like James Blunt, Kelly Clarkson, or that crappy Fall Out Boy video with the deer people, then I am very sorry. But, you have horrible taste in music.

Dude's Song

Dude's Song
By My Mom

OH, where have you been Dudey Boy, Dudey Girl?
OH, where have you been little Dudey?

I have been to the salon to get my eyebrow waxed!
I'm a young thing that can not leave his mother!


That song is dedicated to a "special" person. You know who you are.

Stupid People Talking on the Stupid Speakers

Ok. I'm gonna KILL something. This thing is soooooo annoying. Let me give you some background information...

In the kitchen, we have these speakers. They work fine and sound great. There's only one problem. Every now and then they pick up this guy that is talking to someone or something. He usually says something funny or incoherent, but we never hear the other side of the conversation. He must be talking to someone. I mean, who really talks to themselvs THAT much? So any way, I just stopped caring when he started talking. I only listen part of the time, but now he has a friend. Not just any friend, mind you, but a Firby. Yeah thoes stupid things that kids loved about 3-4 years ago.

I never liked Firby, not even in the begining. Now I hate them. And this one just says "Firby!" over and over. I will KILL it! It never speaks with the man, it talks for about 5 minutes then silence. Oh I love the silence. Then the man talks, and he says something like, "Yeah I say them chickens runnin about the yard. It was annoyin." Yeah. I know. But he is beter than the Firby.

So, Let me re-cap... This guy talks to himself on our kitchen speakers, he gets a Firby and lets it talk, I kill the Firby, and everyone is happy. Ok? Good.

See You Dead

See You Dead
Helmet

Like to see you
Into pieces
Won't be walkin
Barely breathin

Like to see you
At my door
We're together
Like before

I could miss you more right now
Or I could slit your throat
Sometimes I get so down you're not around
I'd rather see you dead

See you dead

At night you're sleeping
By his side
Tried to see you
But you let him decide

I'm a threat now
Well I is scared
It's just murder
Least you know I care

I could miss you more right now
Or I could slit your throat
Sometimes I get so down you're not around
I'd rather see you dead

Sometimes I get lonely and all I need is
Just to see you dead

See you dead
See you dead

See you dead
Dead
See you
See you
See you

Dead
Dead
Dead
Dead
Dead
Dead
Dead
DEAD

Sometimes I get so down you're not around
I'd rather see you dead
Sometimes I get lonely and all I'd need is
Just to see you dead

Sometimes I get so down you're not around
I'd rather see you dead

See you dead
Dead
See you dead
Dead
See you dead

My New Idea

I discovered that I can't keep a journal to save my life. I tried to keep a daily journal, but I realized that my life is very boring. So then I tried to keep a journal that was filled with random things that happened to me, but they were either too wierd or too stupid. I have tried everything I can think of. Except...

I will start posting things that I have memorized. They will be from movies, books, commercial jingles, poems, songs, etc. If I screw somthing up, it is because I memorized it wrong, or you did. All of this will be from memory. That means I won't have the book or lyrics right in front on me when I post it. Maybe that will get me to make more entries.

Maybe not.

Blah Blah Blah

I have really nothing new to say except I still feel a certain way about a certain thing that no one will ever really understand. But, that is old news. School is just as bad, but now I am used to it.

I have to do a commercial in Speech. My group hates me. well, not all of them. We didn't get to pick our own groups or it wouldn'thave been a problem.

I have people thinking I have a boyfriend when I don't. One guy is just plain wierd and the other is creepy. The wierd one is my friend and the other is just an associate. I would never in a million years date either one of them.

That is what is going on in my life at the moment. Oh and by the way... 9 days!!!!

My Play

I'm in a play. Yes, me in a play. The play is called Robinella. It is about Robin Hood and Cinderella switching bodies. The Blue Fairy form Pinocchio comes when she hears Cinderella (me) and Robin Hood fighting. She switches our bodies and makes me Robin Hood. I (Robin Hood) must find Cinderella (who at this point is played by a guy) so we can switch back into our regular bodies. Snow White ends up hitting on me (Robin Hood) thinking I am Prince Charming. Well I find Cinderella, we start fighting again and the Blue Fairy returns. She tries to switch us back but ends up killing Cinderella and Robin Hood. It is sorta for little kids. I love this play!!!

Friends Suck

My friend is gone and never coming back. I'm gonna miss my friend. My other friend is really upset right now. Her best friend is going out with her ex and she still kinda has feelings for him. My best guy friend is probably getting homeschooled befor the year is over. I can't work with my best friend on a project because too many people would be in the group. My friends are all abandoning me and it sucks.

Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, and All That Crap

Yeah I know that the holidays are over, but I can still say it. Christmas was good, I got what I wanted, Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas DVD. The only thing I even asked for. New Year's Eve was spent listening to the radio for the top rock songs of the year. The top two songs are two of my favorite songs, Slither by Velvet Revolver, and Cold by Crossfade. Great songs. I go back to school tomorrow, that sucks, but i get to see all my friends. Really thats about it. Whatever.